Back for some more, just walk through the door
If you think you know me well then welcome to hell

It's kinda funny how people think they know me
They walk around talking about it but nobody shows me
Who they are, who they are deep inside
They wanna hide who they are cause their scared of the night
Scared of me, nobody is afraid of me yet
Cause they think they won dice with the devil's bet
Who are you and who the fuck you wanna be?
You'll never be me and you'll never be seen
I'll never be you and godamnit it's true
No matter who I wanna be this demon inside is the real me
This demon is as real as it's gonna fucking get
I lost it all with the snake eyes on the devil's bet
Now he's got me in a chokehold, got me cold
Diggin in his claws, rippin out my soul
But I can't scream, I can't make a sound
Except for this demented laugh that creeps on out
And even the devil doubletakes on my shit
I just can't stop laughin, I can't abandon ship
Can't stop laughin, people passin
Cars are crashin and onlookers are gaspin
I keep laughin like I'm only two years old
Even back then godamnit I knew this world was cold
Too cold for me, too cold to see
That these demons are here and are meant to be
Part of this wretched design that doesn't make any sense
My heart just cracked and my mind is bent
My soul is black and my time is spent
Nothing left to do but get my only high, my only freedom
Pop the pill, hit the bottle, smoke till I see them
The angels that are so beautiful it hurts to look
I'm shedding tears of crimson just like in the book
My eyes roll back into the top of my head
And by the time I get control the angels are dead
They're all at my feet, crying in pain
God did I do this why am I insane?
But fuck yea I know that I'm crazy
I laugh again just to cover them in daisies
Everything that doesn't make sense become so clear
Nothing does make sense and you have to live with it my dear
Crazy is psycho and your mind is the cage
Mix it with schizophrenia and a lifetime of rage
You don't get it do? You don't get it at all
Well neither do I that's why everybodys gotta fall
Into that pit that the fires never die
Into that pit where even sinners must cry
Into that pit where all your demons escape
Into that pit where all you know is hate
Hate yourself and your parents too
Hate everyone who ever said they loved you
Hate the liars who broke every promise
Hate everyone who you ever believed to be honest
How can you live like this you must be insane
Damn right I'm insane that's why I dance in the rain
Whether it's water or blood, ice or mud
I'm dancing and nothing can stop this lunatic stud
Come on cops see if you dare
I'll welcome the tazer and mace over here
Beat me with bats and stab me with knives
Pierce me with bullets and take all my lives

*sigh*

I don't even know what I'm trying to say
I'm rambling on in a lazy, crazy type way
It just seems like somedays I don't care
Everyday is someday with little to spare
So what should I do and who should I be
Should I be the person that you want to see
Or should I be the person that I was born to be
A demon within, clawing to be free



Fuck it, I really don't care
Whatever, shit happens
Sloth is over, move on, get over it
Get the fuck away, go through the door
Leave me the fuck alone . . . forever